Oh, how He answers...

I've been asking God, what's next? What I am I going to be doing? What now? How? When? Where? How long? Where will I be? What will I do? Is this ever going to work? With who? So many questions I could go on and on. Especially... why won't you just answer me? You've been answering other things. I know You hear.

Then the other night He said "I love you, but I don't always answer right away, within 24 hours, or when you demand. But I do answer when I see best fit; when I know you are ready. I answer in perfect timing for you. And really the only thing you need to know and remember is that I do answer."

I reluctantly realized... better yet, reluctantly admitted, "Well, He answered me." He just said "Not right now, but don't stop seeking." This morning, at church, He answered me a little more: FAST.

I was kind of looking around like "Me?... Dad, are you speaking to the right daughter? Did you get momentarily confused? I've never fasted in my life! I don't know what to do." He was like "I'm going to teach you from those who fasted in my Word. And I will reveal to you exactly what I want."

7 days no computer. And that is just the start. I was like "Okay, 7 days next week! Phew!" He said "No, 7 days starting Today."

And that was the end of that.