Monday, August 02, 2010

I've realized that most of my decisions have come down to fear. Especially. Fear. Of. Failure. I sit defeated. Every. Time. I choose to take the path of least resistance when I've been shown the other even when I know what's at the end of both. It's like a built in default mechanism. I choose what's comfortable, what's familiar, and what I know. Or think I know. I'm not made for but one path, so I always end up back at square one. I come back to the beginning of the 2 crossroads with 1 decision to make. When will I choose to stay on the path I was created for and keep trudging forward, believing in what I know to be at the end?...

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

Holly, I am a 21 year old senior in college from South Carolina. I some how came across your blog and I just wanted to tell you that your posts have given me peace as I am struggling with conflicts in my life and am working to renew my relationship with God. All in all, I just wanted to thank you with all my heart. Thank you for being courageous enough to expose your heart to the world. I guess its true that you never know when your actions, even the smallest, will touch someone.

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