Rainbows

Lately, I have really been thinking about my past choices and actions. I've been praying about just really being sorry. I've been broken about what I have chosen to do with the Cross, what I have chosen to do with my life and with other's lives. Never have I felt so remorseful in my life. I have never wanted to turn back the hands of time and redo things as bad as I do right now. I've been praying about the wasted years. Asking God just to have mercy on me. Asking that I might be able to try again, start over. But I don't deserve it. Then last night I was reading about Noah. And I read about God's promise and the rainbow He sent across the sky. I prayed and went to sleep. This afternoon when I got home, I stuck my ipod on and walked into the kitchen to make a pb&j sandwich. But as I walked to the pantry, on the ground right in of my foot was a rainbow and the words coming through my ear phones said "He will wipe away your tears and return your wasted years..." I just stopped in my tracks. I was like thank YOU!

"...This is our God..."