when traffic is backed up

I have no questions except for the same ones. I have no thoughts, except for the same ones. I have nothing insightful to say, not even semi-profound.

I did almost get ran over by a guy on a bike. And I almost walked into the men's bathroom.

Traffic was backed up on the bridge going toward Pensacola. Surprising. But a truck broke down on the side of the bridge. Which, one, made me think about my car and how blessed I am that it stills runs and is in good condition.

And two, because I had so much time, I was thinking about my break up. More than likely we're not getting back together. Okay, so probably 99%. So eventually I'm going to be over him, and I'm going to move on. So I might as well start trying harder now, right? Why not? If it's not happening ever again, then I might as well start now. It's not that easy for me to say because I really don't want to believe it. But I can't keep living in those moments. They are the past, and I've got a bright future if I'd just start looking toward it rather than behind me.

I have so many right thoughts, ideas, and motives, but I am so slow to put anything into practice.

I do have something thought provoking! I'm reading The Great Divorce. A wonderful quote is...

"If we insist on keeping Hell (or even Earth) we shall not see Heaven: if we accept Heaven we shall not be able to retain even the smallest and most intimate souvenirs of Hell."