him

all of my surroundings, they all remind me of him. i feel as though i can't move a muscle without something or someone or some where reminding me of him. it's colors. it's food. it's smells. it's my own car. it's clothes. it's music. it's restraunts. it's sounds. it's words. it's places. it's sights. even my own bedroom.

how do you let go when you've spent 6 years with one person?

i don't dwell. i try. but things come up.

i don't understand why God can't help my thoughts and emotions a little more.